words from a not so wise mAn

Hello, I am not a writer so if you don't read blogs that aren't written by writers then you can leave if you choose, but all is welcome.

(WARNING, IMPATIENT SCATTER-BRAIN AHEAD!!!!) headZ up, I don't double check my grammar and I get off topic A LOT


My reason for this blog, or any blog (I have only one, this one..) is basically to vent and speak my mind on the bullshit I see almost every hour of my fuckkkiing life. I don't really have any serious issues aside from being irritated all the time, I'm a pretty mellow person. I could say I'm level headed all the time but I will say I'm level headed most of the time. Just trying to get the point out I'm not some weird creep on the internet that has nothing better to do.. I have other things to do but at the moment I'm content.

Just a little about myself before we continue and start ranting away just so you try and see my perspective and why I get pissed off so much.. and just like me I know a lot of you like to picture who is typing these ridiculous words that you are reading. Lets start by I'm a tall guy, very tall. I've got light olive skin (Mediterranean if that makes a difference), crazy hair usually but not super long, I'm 21 years of age. Fuck it I'll just make a little list if it makes it easier, I don't want this blog to be about me, but my views so let me just get this part out the way.
List of my characteristics*
Used to be athletic but not so much anymore..
Used to be a nerd but I realized I'm really not, and I dont even like video games unless they involve guns :P
Don't worry, I'm a love not a fighter. (but a lover than can fight :) )
I'm a very proud and passionate person, but I'm still young and I can be a dumb ass, so I say it how it is, I can be a douche bag
I'm a computer technician (I fix computers for a living) I have little college schooling so I'm planning on going back and finishing up my poli sci/business degree(s)
I am chilled out, but a worrier at the same time (even on both ends)
My friends consider me very intelligent and charismatic, until I say something stupid (jk)
My childhood was pretty decent, much better than most(s), some problems but nothing CRAZY!!
I've traveled a lot in my day, been to many different countries and experienced many different cultures
YES I do have a girl friend, and NO I'm not a virgin. I like my sex but I would love more!!! (my gf is going through some shit.. , don't worry nothing serious lol)
I have a potty mouth (since I turned 14 to be exact)
I am very scatter brained, I can be pretty hard to understand but then again I am extremely detailed, if you can't understand or get this hint just ask.. I'm pretty unique in my train of thought, but remember I am brutally, I mean BRUTALLY fuckingggg honest. And especially here on the cybernet because you can't do shit.


and for the final impression I want to set is about honesty and loyalty, not to others but to your fucking self. Thats one thing that my maturity (or not so maturity) has taught me is to be honest with yourself. If you have a problem you NEED to acknowledge that YOU have a problem and hop on fucking fixing it, or atleast recognize that you have a problem and not lie to yourself. Because not knowing yourself makes you a dishonest person because you know whats going on... but you choose to not do anything about it until it fucks you, in the butt. I accept how I am, I accept this is the way I was made and I am a product of my past, my present, what I have seen and my actions and that friends is the formula to my personality. My bottom line is if you lie to yourself, and trick yourself in to either learning how to ignore yourself or just lie about it entirely you are a person that I can not rely on, you are unpredictable and therefore I don't trust you.

(and no... these words are not meant for a specific person to be heard.. I am not picturing me saying these words to anyone, they are just words that I have done a lot of thinking about and yes I have told people verbatim what I have said in the previous paragraph so these words are very general, and are made to be applied towards everyone and not just a select few liars. )

I am my biggest critic, I also believe that things worth criticizing are what I see have the potential to be something way better than - it(s)/their- current state, therefor it is worth my time bitching and moaning about it and with the slightest chance it might go through and help -it(s)/their- :)

now, enough with myself, on to the fucking show!